Nov 04, 2008 21:31
I think I might be the most indecisive person I know. If you think about how many times I've changed my mind since graduation... wow. And, yet again, I'm so confused as to which direction I should go. I've narrowed it down enough to know that I wouldn't move away. I'm quitting my job (for good reasons), but I don't know where to go to work after that. I'm either going to go to school for something, or not at all.
So there are pros and cons to each job that I'm considering. And then there are those no-name jobs that aren't really an actual option, but I would like to be. Even though I don't really know what they are. I don't expect this to sound even a little bit sane. I'm really annoying. I don't know how Jondy handles it. It's gross, really, the indecision that follows me everywhere.
My current job situation is as follows:
As much as I love working with the amazing animals that are at the shop, I cannot justify working almost forty hours a week with the paycheck I get. And if I do start school, I couldn't work five days a week anyway, and then I'd be making way less. So I pretty much have no choice, because if I didn't do school, I'd continue to be physically drained every single day. I'll be sad to leave the amazing animals, namely Kermit and Oliver, but I have to do what I must!
There are, however, a few things that I am so certain about.
One: I want to stay active in church; on the worship team, with the student ministry, all that jazz.
Two: I don't want to move away from South Florida. At least not any time soon.
Oh yeah, and if I went to school, I have no idea what I'd go for anymore.
Hmm... yup. I'm gonna go read The Hobbit now. Peace out LJers.