Apr 19, 2006 01:56
I am done with my freshman year of college this friday!!!!! I can't even believe this is almost over
I have two exams one in psyc 225 on thursday and one on friday. The only one im worried about is my psyc one bc im doing horrible in the class i may not even pass :( I tryed but damn is that class boring!!! oh well im not even going to oakland next year...yes I am going to O.C.C next year because the nursing program at oakland blows n i can get into the nursing program better at o.c.c. so if anyone thinks less of me for going to a community college you can suck it sorry to be harsh but i dont care commmunity college is just as good as a university. For the field i want to go into o.c.c. is the best chioce. I was suppose to go to central i got in and everything but they dont have a nursing program which pretty much crushed me bc i was so excited :(. State just wasn't for me, oakland sucks balls, and well i could never get into michigan n grand valley i cant afford. So w.e ill get my nursing degree at o.c.c. and i dont care what anyone thinks im excited I cant wait to be a nurse!
I am getting an apartment end of july early august at auburn hills apartments its on squirrel road! My friend Carly (yes she has the same name as me) and I are so excited I could not be happier!!!!! Everyone is invited to our house warming party!!!
As far as money goes right now it is so tight at my house but im gonna be waitressing at vp hopefully in a couple weeks so that will help pay for a new car that i need desperatly the old buicks transmission went to hell so i need a new car ahh I want a jeep so bad but i prob wont get one!
umm as far as boys go umm im gonna keep that a secret ;) for now but things r def looking up for once, if u really wanna know ask me
I can't wait to see everyone I miss everyone so much!! Summer is gonna be so much fun i cant even exaplain it ahh!!!! Last weekend I Had a blast and made me excited for the summer its at my grasp!!!!
Thats what i have been up to is bascially trying to pass school oh and tring to get healthy ive had a rough couple weeks i had to go to the hospital n had the ambulance come to my house a week ago that wasnt fun at all and ive been in and out of the doctors. Basically i have been having really bad chest pain, constant dizziness, n its hard to breathe which in turn causes me to have panic attacks. They did a bunch of tests a ekg, x-ray of my heart, and took my blood many atimes. I have an upper respitory infection and sinitus, and they said nothing seems to be wrong with my heart. The doctors are still stumped bu my chest pain they r just hoping it will pass in time they think it could an intercostal thing where the tissue around ur heart n lung is imflammed or that i have something wrong with my rib but they dont know how fun! I am better I have more energy but i still have damny chest pain. This summer will consist of working and trying to get better ive been sick for like a month straight. The only scary thing is if my chest pain doesnt go away i have to go see a cardiologist oh fun! im just prayin tha i will get better with all this medicine wish me luck! on top of school and my health i have to deal with my family issues too lots of crazy things r going on ahhh i just want summer to be hear to get a brek from all this stress!
well im gonna go study for now ill ttyl
<3 Carly
p.s. Im scared right now about some things, i am scared i might loose someone and i dont know what to do :( I just dont know what is right anymore!