why?

[tiny_vessel]

I do this everytime

I push everything, mostly everyone that is good for me away
I even do it with friends grrr

Every guy I push away I dont understand this, Its almost like I am testing them all to see how far I can push them away
I have and still am pushing all these great guys away why!!

I'm done, this is where it ends

Please leave me some love I could use it real bad right now

-carly