You know how sometimes you just have an awful day, and you can't properly explain what it was that started the destructive process? I had one of those days. And I don't really know what to do about it.
I have absolutely no reason to be awake right now, but going to bed seems like an extremely daunting task. I'd really like to delay the whole "being alone in my room with nothing but my emo emo thoughts" for as long as possible. I'm lame I know.
So, not much has happened lately...
-I enrolled in uni, which involved ACTUAL decision making on my part, and I handled that with practically no hysteria. I'm definitely improving.
-A huge wooden beam from above the door fell onto my arm while I was trying to open said door. It hurt, and was really scary. What if it had fallen on my head? You should all be extremely grateful that I'm alive right now.
-I've seen a few movies. I like movies.
-I own all seasons of coupling now THANK YOU ALISA.
-I've gotten back into Betar which I have mixed feelings about.
-I managed to be in a relationship that has lasted over three months (so far, but you never know what's going to happen do you)
-Someone wrote me a poem. It was so cute:)
-I cleaned my ENTIRE room which took many hours of back breaking labor. But it's done, and I'm proud and relieved to no longer be living in a festering breeding ground for disease.
On a completely unrelated note, I'm sick of people pressuring me to do things that I know I have to do. Clearly they have to be done and I'll do them IN MY OWN TIME. After all, there's no motivation like self motivation. (wow, what a quote. And to think, I just made that up on the spot!)
I'd like to end with this:
If I were the boy with the purple socks, I'd hang myself.
Current Mood:
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Gloomy
Current Music: Sarah McLachlan: I Love You