My first update in ages...

[tiny_tragedy]

A few weeks/months/years (I've lost all track of time) ago I started to write an entry, but ran out of stamina half way through and deleted it. For some reason, live journal no longer feels like an inviting place through which to share my thoughts. However, that time of the term has arrived. You know, the "OH MY GOD I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO AND HAVEN'T

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[_tenchi_]

dont worry about fourth term, as you migth be saying you are crumbling and doing no work, yet we both knwo that isnt true and that are infact still working and still maintaing a wonderful level of results.

I hope that your nightmares get better, and you know, you stop having them, but i knwo it is hard, but dont forget, although it is hard you can control what happens in them, you are not powerless, you just havent acted yet, you might be having it as you fear getting a bad result in history and as you teacher is, as you have told me many times, well just plain bad, you feel she isnt showing you the respect you deserve nor the proper respect of your abilites, i think after you prove to her once and for all that you are worthy and you can do better than she that you will stop having them, just dont let yourself get pushed around by people, you are a strong person and you can deal with her, i knwo you can.

i am so happy for you and 'special person' i realy hope that everything goes well and you had a great time yesterday

take care and love you lots