Fucking A!
So I think I need to get a job so I can get my own place, and just be like alone I guess. I dont really know what I want. I want a job so I can have some extra money in my pocket... well money period in my pocket. I wanna move out of my parents' home cuz they suck... I guess. I really wanna get my car back on the road... Im thinking about even working at a Bar... something I used to say Id NEVER work at because of my mom.... but I dont really care right now Id rather work at a Bar then no where... and I could prolly get a job at a bar... pretty much anyone can get a job at a fucking bar! I just dont wanna be bitched at anymore for what I do...
My parents dont like the idea of me and Danny hangin out everyday... Why does it matter? Me and Ashley used to hang out everyday 24/7 and they never cared about that. Yeah me and Danny have some problems but we're trying to work on them (or at least I am) it takes time to fix things and change stuff. But they just wanna bitch. His mom bitches about me being over here all the time.... Ok so me and Danny like each other company... fuck off... I guess...
My head hurts....
I havent gotten high today...which isnt normal....(maybe thats why I have a headache...)
Im done with my period but I think Danny's getting ready to start his...
Wednesday I have to go into Pathways to talk to Mrs. Tepper... gotta get my classes... er something...sign some papers... Dannys goin with me cuz hes gotta do the same but he cant sign the papers cuz hes not 18 but his parents will do that later....
The other night I went to my house to stay the night.... Got there around 8 or 9 I think... Went to Penny's got high and came home around 11:00 and my dad bitched and bitched.... he told me doors are locked at 12 it wasnt 12 but he still locked us out including my mom...she was VERY drunk that night... and very pissed at him... anyways he bitched about anything and everything.... talk to my mom.... she bitched about everything and anything. They wounder why I dont like coming home and actually staying there....
I told my dad the other day I wasnt gonna get a job cuz I cant.... He tells me to go to the places I put in apps and get new ones so I can put a different fone number on it... yeah ok.... id like to see him go out and do something of the sort.... Not gonna happen... Not really sure how Im gonna get a job.... I think Ill prolly just go back to the places I know are hiring and get new apps... but who knows if theyre even hiring anymore.... I dont know... Havent been to any of those places since I turned in the apps... this shit sucks ass.... now if my dad didnt go to the bar everynight wed still have our fone....heh...
ok Im going to bed...just had a few things on my mind that were bothering me.....(and I think Dannys pissed at me) night!