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so like yeah i havent wrote in this thing in so fricken long. wow... still dont have a fone or the enternet. Im gonna go to prom with Shane. Im back in school I dont know if Ive said that or not. My life is still fucked. I dont know what to write I guess I shouldve just stayed home today. No point in coming to school. Im hungry as hell right now and have nothing to eat nor any money to get anything to eat! WHOOP! -_- I wanna go home to my bed room and hide in my closet and like just sit there listen to some music and sit there. I wish I could dissapear. Im gonna like start lieing to my theropist and my mom about my meds and shit. THEY WORK! Im so sick of taken different meds its not even funny. I wish something would just kill me so I or anyone else would have to worry about my shit any more. I feel like Ive completly messed up everything. specially with me and Danny. yep Im good and fucking things up with me and him. we're still friends surprising actually but I seem to be a problem when it comes to me and him. I fuck it up. My brothers prolly going to jail here sometime cuz he beat the shit outta me and im pressing charges. If I took a bunch of zanies then I think I would forget a lot of shit. those make me forget stuff. maybe I could forget who I was er something. I wish I had someone to hold me. ah fuck it. its not gonna happen so why bitch about it or whine. I whine more then anything but Im damn good at it if you ask me! Dannys leaving at lunch cuz he dont feel good. poop oh well I guess Im gonna go for now.