The Double Edged Sword that Laid in the Road.
As I was driving home today from Sean's I decided to keep going past my house (like I often do) and drive down to Citrus Springs. While I was driving though something caught my eye, I looked and there was a shining line in the road. It took me a while to figure out what it was, but it turned out to be a groove a sing groove in the road that just happened to catch the light. So I followed it, it was almost leading me down the road. I think I would have followed that line to the end of the earth, but then it stopped. I ,on the other hand, kept going onto C39 and down down down. I kept driving till I was in front of my old house, I saw Chrisa getting the mail and I sort of hid behind the wheel (well the best you can while driving). Then I got to the end of Fuego and I stopped and turned around. I went up to the door and rang it. Then I came inside and had dinner and ice cream and walked the dama. That line lead me to something I loved and missed. If only it were so simple as to decide what was next, because he's not my stepdad anymore and I don't see him ever. It hurts more then I can say, I miss him. He was like a real father and I pushed him out of my life, I welcomed the break up! He was only trying to teach me what was right and I didn't want it. Now I'm not really sure what to think of that line, because it left me feeling more alone and yet loved then before.