25:14 not ever time

Nov 18, 2005 15:47

so a chapter in my life has just ended. and i dont see a new one coming any time soon. I tried to play it off like it wasn't a big deal, really its not but its stil hurts. i still want to know why. I didn't ask why but i deserve to know. its only fair after all we've been throught. yes i know we never were but that doesn't mean the feelings weren't there. I need to do it anyways so im guess im glad i didn't have to. i have conferntation. its just sad, and im going to miss it alot.

My life is a non stop roller coaster.

Can't I be a Merry-Go-Round instead?

I've decided the best thing i can do right now is take care of sam. I am not feeling well and im quite sad. So, sorry to everyone, i need some me time.im sorry if i seem distant or annoyed. its not that i dont want to be around anyone its just i need to think. please just stick around and stay my friend. (this is to everyone)

I suppose i should write that paper that is due today. unlike the one on tuesday that i didn't do. oops. im horrible. school is easy without homework.

I'm hoping for one last time. . .
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