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I don't know why I'm up. It's just habit I guess. Friday is my day to sleep in. No class!! but alas.
I got a nudge from lauren to update. so i went through and nudged a couple other people. it's all out of love.
I got two haircuts this week. Today might make a third. We'll have to wait and see. It's a long story, full of bad decisions and bad luck. I think I'm going to get it over with and just shave my head. I had a meltdown last night because of the second hair cut. I'm still sad. I know it will grow out...but it won't grow fast enough. I still have to live with it like it is for a while. It's short. I havent had hair this short since high school...junior year maybe. I didn't mean for it to be this short. Ok...here's the story...timmy's gonna shoot me for talking about it some more....i had an apointment tuesday and went for a trim. I LOVED the way my hair was and didn't want to mess it up so just asked to trim the ends. She added a ton of layers. So I went to a different place yesterday to cut off a little of the length so the layers weren't so dramatic to me. Well I got a whole new dramatic. I sat in the chair for 2 hours. She didn't wash my hair or anything. It was 2 hours of cutting. But I couldn't see what she was doing because she had me turned away from the mirror. She was very very new. There were other "stylists" watching her the whole time. She wanted to fix it so that I would like it somewhat...but after 2 hours i was tired of her messing with it. I just wanted to go home. Mom and timmy both say it's cute. And it could be. But there's some weirdness going on in the back. I don't want to pay for another haircut...but i dont want to get sad everytime i see my reflection either. My hair is all gone. I've never gotten this upset over my hair before. it's stupid, i know. It's hair. It will grow. and I will live. Ok. I'm done being pouty about it. I think I've gotten it all out. I just needed the whole world to know my frustration.
Monday I start my public school internship. I'm way excited and way nervous at the same time. This time I will be working with about 20 kinds rather than just 4. They will be in groups and it will be nonstop all morning. It will be fun though, and I like the woman I'm working with. I'm at Tylorville Primary. It's K or preK, i can't remember, through 2nd grade. The school has over 700 kids. HUGE!!! A friend of mine's mom was the assistant principal there unti lthis year...now she is principal somewhere else. good for her, sad for me. I wanted to see her. but i'm still excited to be at taylorville. it's a really nice school.
The RV's are moving in...that means football tomorrow. It's going to be a hot game with kickoff at 2:30.
Do you ever look in the mirror and think that's not at all what i look like? like you have this image of yourself, but then you see your reflection and you're like that's not me. That's kind of how i feel right now. I feel like me. but i dont look like me. it will take a while to get used to.
I got a nudge from lauren to update. so i went through and nudged a couple other people. it's all out of love.
I got two haircuts this week. Today might make a third. We'll have to wait and see. It's a long story, full of bad decisions and bad luck. I think I'm going to get it over with and just shave my head. I had a meltdown last night because of the second hair cut. I'm still sad. I know it will grow out...but it won't grow fast enough. I still have to live with it like it is for a while. It's short. I havent had hair this short since high school...junior year maybe. I didn't mean for it to be this short. Ok...here's the story...timmy's gonna shoot me for talking about it some more....i had an apointment tuesday and went for a trim. I LOVED the way my hair was and didn't want to mess it up so just asked to trim the ends. She added a ton of layers. So I went to a different place yesterday to cut off a little of the length so the layers weren't so dramatic to me. Well I got a whole new dramatic. I sat in the chair for 2 hours. She didn't wash my hair or anything. It was 2 hours of cutting. But I couldn't see what she was doing because she had me turned away from the mirror. She was very very new. There were other "stylists" watching her the whole time. She wanted to fix it so that I would like it somewhat...but after 2 hours i was tired of her messing with it. I just wanted to go home. Mom and timmy both say it's cute. And it could be. But there's some weirdness going on in the back. I don't want to pay for another haircut...but i dont want to get sad everytime i see my reflection either. My hair is all gone. I've never gotten this upset over my hair before. it's stupid, i know. It's hair. It will grow. and I will live. Ok. I'm done being pouty about it. I think I've gotten it all out. I just needed the whole world to know my frustration.
Monday I start my public school internship. I'm way excited and way nervous at the same time. This time I will be working with about 20 kinds rather than just 4. They will be in groups and it will be nonstop all morning. It will be fun though, and I like the woman I'm working with. I'm at Tylorville Primary. It's K or preK, i can't remember, through 2nd grade. The school has over 700 kids. HUGE!!! A friend of mine's mom was the assistant principal there unti lthis year...now she is principal somewhere else. good for her, sad for me. I wanted to see her. but i'm still excited to be at taylorville. it's a really nice school.
The RV's are moving in...that means football tomorrow. It's going to be a hot game with kickoff at 2:30.
Do you ever look in the mirror and think that's not at all what i look like? like you have this image of yourself, but then you see your reflection and you're like that's not me. That's kind of how i feel right now. I feel like me. but i dont look like me. it will take a while to get used to.