you've got a whole heart, give me the hard part
there's something in this mystery that calls me from beyond this blue.
I don't really know what this feeling is that I'm having right now. its...blah. I'm restless. I don't want to go to bed. I can't concentrate on anything. tv...boo. i would go drive around...at least i know that would make me sleepy. but that's a problem too. i dont want to get sleepy while i'm driving around...plus gas...blech. i hate worrying about gas. i hate worrying about money. i hate worrying in general, and i try not to do it, but it just seems to happen sometimes.
i got my feelings hurt today. it's not your fault. i know that now. it sucks for both of us....especially you though. i'm sorry. i wish i could change something and make him see.
i think i'm bored. my daily routine has gotten boring. therapy has gotten to be monotonous, but really...i guess i could change that.
i want to do something fun and exciting. i want to go camping. i want to go to the beach...rafting...six flags...anything.
I have a problem...I hold on to things for too long. I just don't want to forget. I don't want to forget the way certain moments felt, the butterflies, the excitement, the joy. I guess you could say I'm scared of forgetting something important...important to me or to someone else.
right now i only wish i knew where all of this is leading to. i'm working up the courage as i stand here with your hand in mine. and i'm running out of time.... i can't think about it until that train is gone. i just get on.
i'm in love with david wilcox's newest cd. l-o-v-e.
yep...so i went back and read old entries. i like reading other people's old entries better than mine. mine embarass me a little. i think i've accepted some things that for a long time i really just could not accept...or see for that matter. funny how our eyes are opened after the fact. if i had known then what i know now...but then again...i probably wouldnt be where i am now if i knew these things then.
it's the same old song, but with a different meaning...the journey was a long one. i got my miracle. I almost didn't believe I would get here.
someday soon made a promise i will follow. someday soon told me take this cup of empty hope up to the well that's dry, where there's just enough of someday soon to satisfy.
I don't really know what this feeling is that I'm having right now. its...blah. I'm restless. I don't want to go to bed. I can't concentrate on anything. tv...boo. i would go drive around...at least i know that would make me sleepy. but that's a problem too. i dont want to get sleepy while i'm driving around...plus gas...blech. i hate worrying about gas. i hate worrying about money. i hate worrying in general, and i try not to do it, but it just seems to happen sometimes.
i got my feelings hurt today. it's not your fault. i know that now. it sucks for both of us....especially you though. i'm sorry. i wish i could change something and make him see.
i think i'm bored. my daily routine has gotten boring. therapy has gotten to be monotonous, but really...i guess i could change that.
i want to do something fun and exciting. i want to go camping. i want to go to the beach...rafting...six flags...anything.
I have a problem...I hold on to things for too long. I just don't want to forget. I don't want to forget the way certain moments felt, the butterflies, the excitement, the joy. I guess you could say I'm scared of forgetting something important...important to me or to someone else.
right now i only wish i knew where all of this is leading to. i'm working up the courage as i stand here with your hand in mine. and i'm running out of time.... i can't think about it until that train is gone. i just get on.
i'm in love with david wilcox's newest cd. l-o-v-e.
yep...so i went back and read old entries. i like reading other people's old entries better than mine. mine embarass me a little. i think i've accepted some things that for a long time i really just could not accept...or see for that matter. funny how our eyes are opened after the fact. if i had known then what i know now...but then again...i probably wouldnt be where i am now if i knew these things then.
it's the same old song, but with a different meaning...the journey was a long one. i got my miracle. I almost didn't believe I would get here.
someday soon made a promise i will follow. someday soon told me take this cup of empty hope up to the well that's dry, where there's just enough of someday soon to satisfy.