Oct 30, 2004 12:36
so i woke up today and there was no one here
so i made pancakes, read the newspaper, made tea and did the laundry.
now my fucking family is home. what happened to peace and quiet?
fucking jumped out the window thats what
no word back from colleges yet. i don't know if guidance even sent it out yet...
been keeping busy with demolay and work. kenosha had a halloween party last night. it was fun. dancing always is. i was a pirate and had a coin purse and handed out candy chocolate coins to people :-) i'm such a dork
been hanging out with tony lately, the guy i slept with when i was dating chris.
yea. class a huh?
either way, i'm willing to bet i lose interest after a week or so
i still like brandan.... a lot. too much to date other people cuz i think i'm doing something wrong but at the same time i have no real desire to date brandan because a lot of his decisions scare me and he doesn't really have time for me...
i hate my life sometimes...
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