inextricably confused
if you analyse everything for a point, you can only really come to the conclusion that there isn't one. although at the moment i can't be bothered to take an example and follow it through until i can prove to myself that it really does not have a point and that frustrates me in itself. why can't i be bothered?!?!? i used to spend ages thinking about it and now i am subconsiously creating a mental barrier which stops me from thinking beyond material things because it's easier to be ignorant. i'm giving up again, i'm going to go burn my toe on a hot toaster or something.