you're the only thing I love it scares me more every day goodness knows I saw it coming

Mar 19, 2007 15:36

don't be scared of anything at all / everything we have is all we need / all the spotlights streaming into angry skies / means there's no one watching as we leave / say the first thing that / comes into your mind when you see me / if it looks like it works and it feels like it works / then it works / with the sun on your face / all these worries will soon disappear / just follow me now

I really want to study abroad. REALLY. I feel at home when I'm away. I know that doesn't make any sense, but it does to me. I really miss traveling. And I REALLY want to be able to stay away for more than 10 days. Of course, I have a major that isn't really supported with abroad programs. Its easy to study fashion and design and business and marketing for study abroad, but its really hard to study physical therapy elsewhere. So that means that if I study abroad I'll have to take courses on sports management or health and nutrition, which are not courses required for my major. So I'll end up taking pointless courses, throw away money, and still have to take an extra quarter of classes, graduating late. This isn't fair. Of all people that should be allowed to study abroad, it should be me. I'm the worldtraveler. I'm the one that basically gets a high off of learning and experiencing cultures that are not my own. I love escaping the norm and being able to say that I HAVE DONE THAT. I want to experience everything. And this is one of them. Why can't this be easy? I want to do this so bad.

In other news, it's finals week. I only have 2 finals. I'm only worried about 1. I want spring break, but I don't want to be at home. I want to go away somewhere. I want to be warm and relaxed. I need to start tanning for the wedding. But instead, I know I have to start looking for a job. I really need money for next year. I'm not stressed, but I just am ready for summer. I am not looking forward to coming back from break for a month of 6ams. I'm tired as it is, that is really going to kick my ass.

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