a simple love with a complex touch
you could be happy and I won't know / but you weren't happy the day I watched you go / and all the things that I wish I had not said / are played in loops till it's madness in my head
Well... its been nearly a year, and I'm okay with that. I'm not gonna lie, its been rough at times, really rough. But obviously I've come out on top. I thought there was a real investment in it, but I've come to plenty of realizations whenever I came around to think about it. But these past 5 months have been an absolute blast and have helped me leave all my regret, sadness, and depression in the past. He's been my anchor, and without knowing it, he's helped me so much.
Recent whispering down the grape vine has reached me and I'm now finding out that two of my friends are getting married within the next year, and one is having a baby. Its scary. I mean, I don't think its smart in any way... its at times like these that I want to become a feminist. Its too weird. We're still teenagers.
Anyway, Christmas is coming closer. I know, I know, Thanksgiving is still on its way, but I was shopping and they were playing Christmas music. And everything was all decorated for the holidays. But I'm actually looking forward to going out and buying everyone their gifts! I love finding the perfect gift! I'm actually really excited for the holidays!
Okay, back to the work that I've been procrastinating.
Leave love!
Hugs and Kisses,
_~_courty_~_
Well... its been nearly a year, and I'm okay with that. I'm not gonna lie, its been rough at times, really rough. But obviously I've come out on top. I thought there was a real investment in it, but I've come to plenty of realizations whenever I came around to think about it. But these past 5 months have been an absolute blast and have helped me leave all my regret, sadness, and depression in the past. He's been my anchor, and without knowing it, he's helped me so much.
Recent whispering down the grape vine has reached me and I'm now finding out that two of my friends are getting married within the next year, and one is having a baby. Its scary. I mean, I don't think its smart in any way... its at times like these that I want to become a feminist. Its too weird. We're still teenagers.
Anyway, Christmas is coming closer. I know, I know, Thanksgiving is still on its way, but I was shopping and they were playing Christmas music. And everything was all decorated for the holidays. But I'm actually looking forward to going out and buying everyone their gifts! I love finding the perfect gift! I'm actually really excited for the holidays!
Okay, back to the work that I've been procrastinating.
Leave love!
Hugs and Kisses,
_~_courty_~_