here it comes
sorry this is me again. I've waited all week long to hear back from the State about that job I interviewed for last week and they haven't called me yet. I'm beginning to give up hope. They told me on my way out that they were going to call this week to let me know and tomorrow is Friday...I just wish they would call. I wanted this job very badly. I should just give up hoping because obviously its becoming a lost cause. I can't help but feel like I'm just never going to crawl out of my never ending poorness. When is it going to change? I wonder who they gave my job to?...that person is probably an idiot and I could do the job a million times better. why won't they give me a chance? that's all I want.