im all alone
god i feel so lonely right now.... i hate to feel this way beacause i have friends and family that love me but as eveyone is finding an awesome boyfriend i feel completly alone...almost like something is wrong with me....its never happened before and never seems like it will.....i feel as if im kidding myself to ever imagine finding someone..it seems completly fesabile that i will be alone forever...i mean where am i going to meet anyone?? i only know of a few guys at my school that arent complete jerkoffs......ugh, im so disgusted with myself right now...letting myself feed into the feeling that i need a man to be happy... i call myself a feminist but listen to the bullshit im saying!!!- genevieve