i'm at an one interesting blank slate in my life.
friends.
there is a transition happening.
this group of friends i've had for the past year and becoming more inconsistant. we love each other dearly, or at least i can claim i do love them dearly, but life is happening. life is busy. school for a few. new romantic relationships for most. traveling happening for the rest.
people are becoming dispersed.
i guess i'm just confused how to react and forgot how to use my time in a season as such. i have to resist that pity party that the tempter temps in me so well. he knows my weaknesses all too well. this is a state i feel i am most week in. i thrive on a social life. but maybe this time around i can embrace silence and being alone the majority of my time. that is one of the most challenging things for me.
but if i look back, maybe i have been somewhat of a loner in my life.
i just know this is going to be challenging.
i have a lot to learn.
there is a transition happening.
this group of friends i've had for the past year and becoming more inconsistant. we love each other dearly, or at least i can claim i do love them dearly, but life is happening. life is busy. school for a few. new romantic relationships for most. traveling happening for the rest.
people are becoming dispersed.
i guess i'm just confused how to react and forgot how to use my time in a season as such. i have to resist that pity party that the tempter temps in me so well. he knows my weaknesses all too well. this is a state i feel i am most week in. i thrive on a social life. but maybe this time around i can embrace silence and being alone the majority of my time. that is one of the most challenging things for me.
but if i look back, maybe i have been somewhat of a loner in my life.
i just know this is going to be challenging.
i have a lot to learn.