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i just wanna spend the whole day watching my dvds... haven't done that in awhile. wish i could. there's just no fire in me to work right now. i miss my lolo... i've been missing him for a couple of years now... but it's different now. i can't wait to speak with him again. can't wait to see him again. didn't think it could be this difficult especially now that i know i love so many people who love me back... and losing them one by one will be painful. very painful. whatever i felt last sunday was the first time i felt that way. and what's hard is knowing i will feel that way a few more times before it's my time to go...