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[tinminiskirt]

[Private to Self//Hard, but hackable by friends]

It hurts so fucking much every time I remember he's gone. It's stupid, stupid of me to feel like this, it's not like I haven't seen friends go away or die before, and it's not even as though I won't see him again. I just...I want him back. I want him here to call me babe and not get it when I'm being

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[orange_is_red]

I think I should be asking you that... You... alright?

because burying your problem is a great way to solve it!

[tinminiskirt]

No, but I'll get over it. Don't sweat it, eh?

Of course it is! Also, good to see you back bb! <3

[orange_is_red]

Well, I'm supposed to worry about it, right? That's what good boyfriends do. Anything I can do to help?

good to be back! i missed you gais!

[tinminiskirt]

That's very sweet of you, but you've got enough on your plate. I'll unload my emotional baggage sometime you won't need a forklift to carry it.

...

...I'm just depressed, is all. There's stuff I should be getting over that I'm not.

Hehe awe. luv you bb <3

[orange_is_red]

You know you can tell me whatever you want, when you want to. I'm pretty sure I can handle it. I mean if I can take finding out our Sargent turned Simmons into a cyborg then used parts of Simmons to save me, then I'm pretty sure I can take anything.

I don't want you to be depressed. We'll make it through this, ok?

*la heartspam* <3 <3 <3 <3

[tinminiskirt]

True. Guess after that, everything else seems kind of anticlinactic. It's not even a really
big deal, it's just that right before he left, Leon sorta pushedmeupagainstawallandkissedme and I have no idea how the hell I should be feeling about that.

Of course we will. I can't do this frail thing for very long, anyway.

eee! heartspam makes me giddy! <3333

[orange_is_red]

He what?! ... Um... Yeah... I don't know how you should feel about that either. I mean... um... that didn't really happen with me and Simmons, so... Uh.... I don't know what to tell you. Do you love him more than me?

Yeah, me either. We'll be ok.

[ooc: your choice if she hacks the strikes or not. <3]

*spaminates* ♥♥♥♥ you know what makes me giddy? rvb reconstruction.

[tinminiskirt]

It didn't?! Color me shocked!

...just kidding, no worries. Like I said, I'll get over it. I always do. ...there's no-one I love more than you. Promise.

Let's beat that message into RJ, shall we? She's been moping way too much.

YES! I was soo happy they brought Wash back! I KNEW he wasn't dead! <3

[orange_is_red]

...

Me too. I mean, I guess I could understand if you did. He was pretty awesome.

Yeah, we can do that.

not gonna lie, i about had a fangasm right there. wash is love. wash in blood gulch is EPIC LOVE.

[tinminiskirt]

Hey, don't dot-dot-dot at me. It was a joke~

Maybe I did initially...but not for long. 'sides, he was saving himself for Ada the Pantless Wonder.

Fantastic. I hold fast to my belief that regular beatings can increase the morale of any person, no matter how negative they are.

I KNOW! <3 eee, can't wait to see what happens with darling Wash <3

[orange_is_red]

I'll dot-dot-dot if I want. I know you and Misa have your sick fantasies about stuff like that.

"Pantless Wonder"? Wow. Well, doesn't matter, I came out on top... More than once. Haha, um, sorry. I had to.

I'm not so sure that beating thing would work with me. Sarge beat me, had robots beat me, and tried to kill me more than once, it didn't make me fight any harder.

[tinminiskirt]

Oh, please. I'm not into that like Mim is. And Simmons was obviously in love with Sarge, anyway. Also, Church is cheating on Tex with Tucker, I just know it.

...okay, I guess I deserved that one. I'll let it slide.

He must not have been doing it right, then.

[orange_is_red]

Yeah, I can see the "in love with Sarge" thing. You're probably right about that. No fucking way! You think?

Score another for Grif. Alright.

Oh? Now I'm interested. Are you going to be testing this out?

[tinminiskirt]

I know I am. It happens with a lot of military types, they get obsessed with and/or fall in love with their CO. Like Chris. I'm pretty much eighty percent sure of it. Tucker even said that one time Church said they were lovers.

Psh, yeah yeah yeah.

Since I've been the one threatening anybody who tries to hurt you? Probably not. Unless you get off on that kind of thing, in which case we need to talk.