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May 26, 2008 20:11


[Private to Self//Hard, but hackable by friends]

It hurts so fucking much every time I remember he's gone. It's stupid, stupid of me to feel like this, it's not like I haven't seen friends go away or die before, and it's not even as though I won't see him again. I just...I want him back. I want him here to call me babe and not get it when I'm being ( Read more... )

teammates, annmarie ilu bb, a heeeeart full of love, kind of competitive, win win win, how could this happen to meeeee?, making out = great going-away present, leon ilu bb, drowning in the well of self-loathing, i hate myself, brb whining liekwhoa, i like to win, i miss my leon

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 01:35:51 UTC
As much as I decided to play...finding random little things doesn't sound much fun. I wonder if failing is more fun...I'm joking ok! Don't kill me!

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 01:38:48 UTC
qajk;lfjksdadljf oh you were joking. I almost had to kill you, there.

You know these Gods and other Beings of Supreme Supremeness like to throw us curve balls. It'll be more exciting than it sounds - and hey, anything to liven this place up a little is good, right?

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 01:42:12 UTC
I just need a little more motivation, but I won't let my team down, promise!

Of course, it was getting too boring here lately.

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 01:47:59 UTC
Glad to hear it, soldier. I find the business end of an assualt rifle is great motivation for most people - does it work for you? Just kidding, Annie.

I'll have Misa bake us a cake if we win, how's that?

Right on! I needed something to get my mind of that recent mass exodus, anyway.

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 01:50:18 UTC
Hehe...

Hey I can bake too you know, but it sounds good!

Heh yeah, lot of people sent home....

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 01:56:13 UTC
Psh, I know you can bake. You make one kick-ass pizza. When we win, though, do you really want to be the one baking?

...yeah. I know I gave you all that spiel about being glad they were ever here at all, but I feel incredibly sort of lonely with everyone gone. Hypocritical or what?

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 02:05:01 UTC
We're all hypocrites. I know exactly how you feel.

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 02:10:06 UTC
We're all hypocrites...that's sort of deep, Annie...thanks.

I won't stay weak. I'll get better. Just need to practice practicing what I preach.

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 02:12:13 UTC
We're only human. A part of us is relieved they are home safe..and a part of us will always miss them...both for the same reason. We care about them.

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 02:16:19 UTC
I loved him...I want him to be happy, but I wanted him to be happy here. With me us...

Hah, Annie, I think you're going to have to be my new designated Zen Friend. You're wise beyond your years, you know that?

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xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 02:17:23 UTC
Ah...well..I'm not that wise..I just say what I think, you know?

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tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 02:21:10 UTC
Of course. Guess what you think just happens to be pretty sharp, eh?

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Annmarie is like turning red xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 02:22:10 UTC
Eheheh...I guess so.

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ash is like 'heeeeeee' *embarasses more* tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 02:23:14 UTC
My spider senses are detecting some modesty...

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Re: <3 oh yeah i just remembered, u interested in joining Celestia? xvioletxwhitex May 27 2008, 02:26:10 UTC
Oh no you didn't! Heh!

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i am! drawing up my app for liara t'soni right now! tinminiskirt May 27 2008, 02:38:26 UTC
Oh yes I did! What are you going to do about it?

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