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I know I'm blessed, I know I have a lot of wonderful things in my life that I'm very thankful for... But shit why do bad things keep happening... I try to be strong, I try to learn from all the bad and make it into good. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason and it's all going to be ok... And who knows maybe it all really will be ok, but this right now, this is shitty.
My mom had a heart attack and is in the hospital. I have to go there and see her and talk to her doctor. I'm not supposed to be doing this right now! But I am, and I will. Even though me and my mother don't have the best relationship, she's still my mother, the one that gave birth to me. I don't want to see her in pain and upset, it's going to kill me.
But I'll do it, I'm going to do it now.
My mom had a heart attack and is in the hospital. I have to go there and see her and talk to her doctor. I'm not supposed to be doing this right now! But I am, and I will. Even though me and my mother don't have the best relationship, she's still my mother, the one that gave birth to me. I don't want to see her in pain and upset, it's going to kill me.
But I'll do it, I'm going to do it now.