Mar 26, 2004 21:05
Well, I'm done studying. I decided it was a bad idea, because now I feel very tired. Studying makes me tired, I guess. My friend invited me to go to a movie, but I feel too sleepy and fuzzed out. I'm sad. I wanted to hang out with her tonight.
I was reading a diary that certainly didn't help my mood. It belongs to a friend of my boyfriend's. I've only met the guy once or twice, but I see absolutely none of the awful things he apparently sees in himself. Which is the way it often is. As a speaker in my Urban Studies class said to me, "Emotions help make our perceptions SEEM like reality." I really like that quote, because I think it sums up a lot of truth.
I also read how much my boyfriend's friend misses his dad. I can't fathom what it would be like to lose my own father, but just reading his entries brought tears to my eyes. Poor guy. Some people go through too much shit, and some people have it too easy. My boyfriend has had much more than his share of difficulties himself. It's really not very fair.