its happening too soon!!!!
so i think i am had my first official mental break down of the year and it is only the second month of school...come to think of it i think i had one in the second week of school if i remember correctly. so this year is going to be interesting. i can tell it is deffinatly going to be bitter sweet!! I have a few hard classes but they all seem really fun (at least the class, not the course) so i think i might survive. but i deffinately do not have a good fourth and third period line up. my two most challenging classes chem and math (which by the way was never hard for me until last year) are back to back and i think it will slowly drive me insane!!! mr.wetzel thankfully has a good aditude toward it all (he actually gave me a noogy today and threatend to give me a second, it was kinda funny, and made me laugh for a second). i am a little excited though because this year all drama aside (haha i could mean that literally) it has been pretty good so far. i have made a few new friends, gotten closer to others, although have driffed father away from a few i would have hoped i would be getting closer to this year. oh well, i will just have to let time take its course, everything will work out eventually. i'm just trying to remember to take a deep breathe evertime i want to scream or hit someon/something (although i have found a new favorite human punching bag who doesn't seem to mind too much, although he does fight back a little).