My brain is not quiet working right
My life has been a little crazy and I don't know what to make of it. It isn't like I have a bunch of things going on, on the contrary I have been doing pretty much nothing. I just have been having some friend problems and it has been going on for so long and neither of us are comunicating, but we both know something is up. We both try and make plans with the other but for some reason I end up breaking the plans. I really do want to still be friends with her and I really do want to hang out with her, but something keeps coming up and there is also this unspoken tension between us that never used to be there, that I seem to sense. It all kinda makes me sad because we used to be really good friends and yah I think I might be mostly to blaim for the friendship falling apart.