its all coming too quickly
i just had my last shelia class in drama and it was our last drama guest artist of the year. This means we start our one acts on monday which is really exciting!!! but it also means the year is coming to a close, and this makes me sad (not that wish it was summer every min of this way too long winter!)! last year i knew a few of the seniors through class (mainly drama) and i was fairly close to some and i was really sad to see them go, but i realized that i have become even more close with the seniors this year, and im goin to be really sad to see them go. this all makes me realize that it is long till it is our turn to leave and go out in to the world on our own. i know we still have over two years to go, but that really isnt too long. im starting to become a little scared for next year! next year will be a very big year for me! i just wish that we could just put a pause on life, or at least put it on slow mo. life moves a very fast pace and i just sometime want to sit down and relax, but i know there is a million other things out there i could be doing. it all can scare me sometimes how quick it moves by.