Take me as I am
Hello Livejournal. Long time no see.
Today I am...something. I think the correct word is "sad". I can't help but feeling like something is my fault or that I'm just 2nd best...again. Why do I feel like I'm a carbon copy of her?
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to make you mad. I just wasn't comfortable because I thought about him texting me while you had it. Stupid. So stupid. I shouldn't have freaked. I ruined it, didn't I?
I guess this is the catch. I'm too scared of being left so I cling and I freak. That gets me in trouble.
Come back to April 1st.
Today I am...something. I think the correct word is "sad". I can't help but feeling like something is my fault or that I'm just 2nd best...again. Why do I feel like I'm a carbon copy of her?
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to make you mad. I just wasn't comfortable because I thought about him texting me while you had it. Stupid. So stupid. I shouldn't have freaked. I ruined it, didn't I?
I guess this is the catch. I'm too scared of being left so I cling and I freak. That gets me in trouble.
Come back to April 1st.