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grandpa is in the hospital. i dont want to lose another loved one. cant take losing a third this year.
mom and i got super close this weekend, which is scary, but in a good way.told her about my deepest and darkest secret and she didnt freak on me, which was also weird.
ACT on the 13th. hope i do well.
i need a job
i also think i need religion. i've been getting a little into it lately. i think i'm gonna get involved with saint matthews again. it will make mom happy and i think it will satisfy my emptiness. ::shrug:: maybe not. but i think i will give it a try.
mom and i got super close this weekend, which is scary, but in a good way.told her about my deepest and darkest secret and she didnt freak on me, which was also weird.
ACT on the 13th. hope i do well.
i need a job
i also think i need religion. i've been getting a little into it lately. i think i'm gonna get involved with saint matthews again. it will make mom happy and i think it will satisfy my emptiness. ::shrug:: maybe not. but i think i will give it a try.