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i dont really know what to say on here now.
i feel like i should update but about what?
i mean its a repeat of things ive already said...
i met someone.
he seems perfect...(an im trying not to fall for him but its already happened)
he works construction...
he LOVES my daughter...
he takes care of me so i dont haveta work....
he makes me laugh ALL the time...
but heres what confuses me, i told him no sex because i just wanted to wait instead of jumping into it like always and he agreed...and he hasnt even tried...and then 2 days ago HE told ME he loves me....wtf! i wanna believe its a crazy scheme but i guess its outta character for him to scheme people.
i duno
he has a 9yr old girl Haley.
o an his names Robin...Rob
it cant be true because no ones perfect like that especially with my luck hahaha.
other news- i just got a check for 1200....(back child support) plus the 150 a week so thats kinda kool...im putting half in Rylee's bank account the other half is paying bills....nice
i could do the unresponsible thing an go buy me a new laptop an shop 4 new clothes but motherhood means no more nice things hahahaha
thats about it
im pretty content with my life and i found talking to 1 or 2 people keeps the drama AND lonelyness away...plus i live out in the country so no one can find me neways haha
k im done ill post in another month or 2 hahaha
i feel like i should update but about what?
i mean its a repeat of things ive already said...
i met someone.
he seems perfect...(an im trying not to fall for him but its already happened)
he works construction...
he LOVES my daughter...
he takes care of me so i dont haveta work....
he makes me laugh ALL the time...
but heres what confuses me, i told him no sex because i just wanted to wait instead of jumping into it like always and he agreed...and he hasnt even tried...and then 2 days ago HE told ME he loves me....wtf! i wanna believe its a crazy scheme but i guess its outta character for him to scheme people.
i duno
he has a 9yr old girl Haley.
o an his names Robin...Rob
it cant be true because no ones perfect like that especially with my luck hahaha.
other news- i just got a check for 1200....(back child support) plus the 150 a week so thats kinda kool...im putting half in Rylee's bank account the other half is paying bills....nice
i could do the unresponsible thing an go buy me a new laptop an shop 4 new clothes but motherhood means no more nice things hahahaha
thats about it
im pretty content with my life and i found talking to 1 or 2 people keeps the drama AND lonelyness away...plus i live out in the country so no one can find me neways haha
k im done ill post in another month or 2 hahaha