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SNOW!
This weekend has been fun, like most of the weekends. Unlike most of the weekends I've been to gay-palace with Olaf, Michel and Joeri this time. I liked that place! Immagine a night out when you can dance without being stared at by guys, because all the guys are simply attracted to other guys :) It was also funny to realise that all the women in there are lesbians. Doesn't bother me though ;)
Sunday started off with a serious talk with Olaf. We had sort of a misunderstanding the other night wich still bothered him. It's a long story but it comes down to the fact that he's (we've both!) been through situations in previous relationships. Situations we'd rather not deal with again. Sometimes you get scared by little things because you're afraid the crap will start all over again. You know it won't but you recognise the feeling you had back then and it scares you because you don't want this relationship to end up like the others. We're okay now :)
After the talk we went to Olaf's nephew Walter who celebrated his birthday. Two people there had been to Gambia so we had an interesting talk :) We left again early because it was also my granddad's birthday and I wanted to say hi because chances are he'll be back in the hospital next week so he won't get the chance to go out for dinner with the family. It's sad. He's been through so many things, and he's SO strong! Yet the bad things keep happening to him and it makes me so angry. It's just not fair! I really hope he'll get better.
Olaf and I went to the Aviator that night. This movie is eh... well, it's a good movie but it would be even better if it didn't last so long. I've never been to a movie where so many people left the cinema before the end of the movie. But still... It's most definitely not my favorite, but it's a true piece of art.
We ended the day with another good talk. We're so alike, Olaf and I. We're both terrified to lose eachother. When you want to have a better look you step closer. But sometimes you're so close that it just gets harder to see. That's the thing with Olaf and me. We're holding eachother so close that we can't have a good view on our situation. Funny, that after almost ten months we're still on our pink cloud. Who would've thought?
This weekend has been fun, like most of the weekends. Unlike most of the weekends I've been to gay-palace with Olaf, Michel and Joeri this time. I liked that place! Immagine a night out when you can dance without being stared at by guys, because all the guys are simply attracted to other guys :) It was also funny to realise that all the women in there are lesbians. Doesn't bother me though ;)
Sunday started off with a serious talk with Olaf. We had sort of a misunderstanding the other night wich still bothered him. It's a long story but it comes down to the fact that he's (we've both!) been through situations in previous relationships. Situations we'd rather not deal with again. Sometimes you get scared by little things because you're afraid the crap will start all over again. You know it won't but you recognise the feeling you had back then and it scares you because you don't want this relationship to end up like the others. We're okay now :)
After the talk we went to Olaf's nephew Walter who celebrated his birthday. Two people there had been to Gambia so we had an interesting talk :) We left again early because it was also my granddad's birthday and I wanted to say hi because chances are he'll be back in the hospital next week so he won't get the chance to go out for dinner with the family. It's sad. He's been through so many things, and he's SO strong! Yet the bad things keep happening to him and it makes me so angry. It's just not fair! I really hope he'll get better.
Olaf and I went to the Aviator that night. This movie is eh... well, it's a good movie but it would be even better if it didn't last so long. I've never been to a movie where so many people left the cinema before the end of the movie. But still... It's most definitely not my favorite, but it's a true piece of art.
We ended the day with another good talk. We're so alike, Olaf and I. We're both terrified to lose eachother. When you want to have a better look you step closer. But sometimes you're so close that it just gets harder to see. That's the thing with Olaf and me. We're holding eachother so close that we can't have a good view on our situation. Funny, that after almost ten months we're still on our pink cloud. Who would've thought?