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Dear God,
please forgive me for being such an evil girl. I have cheated in a game called "life" and I feel no guilt whatsoever. In fact, it felt good, it felt REALLY good... *evil grin* Believe me when I say that sometimes you have to break your own rules and play the game like other people do to get what you want.
Never mind, this is kind of an insider :)
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I was still not doing to well yesterday. Still I decided to go to my math classes because I definitely need good marks this period. After class I went to the shops. Ok, eh, I needed condoms. And why oh why does it feel so uncomfortable to go to the pharmacy and say: "Hello miss, 12 condoms please." I allowed myself to go to H&M to buy something cute at the sales AFTER I bought those rubbers. I tried to convince myself that after climbing that mountains in Croatia, after walking the dessert in Egypt and after eating a fish with his head still on in Porlamar, buying condoms would be a piece of cake. I quickly payed for the damn things and rushed to H&M where I got myself the cutest 60's top in the whole world :D
That evening Olaf and I went to some guy -Kevin- Olaf met during a screentest at TMF. It was fun meeting some interesting people, but sadly they were busy being interesting. Every once in a while I cought up with the conversation when it turned to a topic I could talk about and the rest of the time I enjoyed myself wondering about the daily lives of these people. There was one girl called -guess what?- Cher, who I seemed to have a lot in common with me.
Olaf and I didn't join the group to go out and went to Hollywood by ourselves instead. You know, this place gets more sad everytime I visit. We talked to my old classmate Mathias and left again after 30 minutes. That was officially the shortest visit to a club in my entire life :D When we got to the car my headache said hi again. I felt misserable. I knew I had gone to far, way to far. I should've been in bed early.
At this time my head doesn't feel any better. I called Anton to tell him I wouldn't be able to join Pim, Janine and him to their drinking game this evening. I'll be home instead, hoping tomorrow I'll feel better, because I REALLY want to go to Gay Palace with Joeri, Michel and Olaf tomorrow. :(
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The newspapers had quite a shocking story today... 17 boys, aged 9 to 16 are being accused for the rape of a 13 year old girl. The girl was raped in april, may and october. A number of the accused boys admitted their crime.
9 years old! The world is a mad place...
please forgive me for being such an evil girl. I have cheated in a game called "life" and I feel no guilt whatsoever. In fact, it felt good, it felt REALLY good... *evil grin* Believe me when I say that sometimes you have to break your own rules and play the game like other people do to get what you want.
Never mind, this is kind of an insider :)
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I was still not doing to well yesterday. Still I decided to go to my math classes because I definitely need good marks this period. After class I went to the shops. Ok, eh, I needed condoms. And why oh why does it feel so uncomfortable to go to the pharmacy and say: "Hello miss, 12 condoms please." I allowed myself to go to H&M to buy something cute at the sales AFTER I bought those rubbers. I tried to convince myself that after climbing that mountains in Croatia, after walking the dessert in Egypt and after eating a fish with his head still on in Porlamar, buying condoms would be a piece of cake. I quickly payed for the damn things and rushed to H&M where I got myself the cutest 60's top in the whole world :D
That evening Olaf and I went to some guy -Kevin- Olaf met during a screentest at TMF. It was fun meeting some interesting people, but sadly they were busy being interesting. Every once in a while I cought up with the conversation when it turned to a topic I could talk about and the rest of the time I enjoyed myself wondering about the daily lives of these people. There was one girl called -guess what?- Cher, who I seemed to have a lot in common with me.
Olaf and I didn't join the group to go out and went to Hollywood by ourselves instead. You know, this place gets more sad everytime I visit. We talked to my old classmate Mathias and left again after 30 minutes. That was officially the shortest visit to a club in my entire life :D When we got to the car my headache said hi again. I felt misserable. I knew I had gone to far, way to far. I should've been in bed early.
At this time my head doesn't feel any better. I called Anton to tell him I wouldn't be able to join Pim, Janine and him to their drinking game this evening. I'll be home instead, hoping tomorrow I'll feel better, because I REALLY want to go to Gay Palace with Joeri, Michel and Olaf tomorrow. :(
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The newspapers had quite a shocking story today... 17 boys, aged 9 to 16 are being accused for the rape of a 13 year old girl. The girl was raped in april, may and october. A number of the accused boys admitted their crime.
9 years old! The world is a mad place...