dazed and confused.

[tinkiewinkie]

In life, we are given many obstacles to run, jump, and fly through, to overcome. And it is with the completion of these obstacles that we then learn to truly appreciate life and are rewarded with something so simple as the mere sense of achievement. But can we truly feel that we have achieved something or learned something useful through these obstacles, regardless of when, where, who, or what? I really just don’t know anymore... as of recently I’d say that my life has been sprinkled with problems to say the least, first and foremost FINALS, but as of right now, I don’t know what to think or to do about it. I feel kind of lost and I feel as if I’m completely on edge at all times, that I’m done putting up with it. But maybe, it’s actually all in my head, that I’m just being stupidly paranoid, I don’t know. But if life gives you lemons, you make lemonade, what happens if you’re lemons are rotten? What do you do next?

I guess at the end of it all, all that I have left to feel about it is that I’m done.
I give up. You win.