Love?
Soooo, I didn't think it would happen again to me. At least not for a very very long time. The other night he said I love you, and I said it too. We are in love with eachother. "please insert finger into throaght here"
I don't even think about Nick #1 anymore. And when I do, it's seems so far away and long ago. And I realize...oh my god...he was right...we really weren't meant for eachother. Because Nick #2 is a perfect match. And when I say perfect...I mean fucking perfect. It used to scare me but now it's like, okay, I understand. We are just meant for eachother.
And you know how I believe in astrology and things. Well...we're meant for eachother there too. And I didn't even check that until I was like wait...is this for real?
Sorry to make you all sick to your stomachs..I still puke over it every once in a while. But that's like #1 in my mind. I think I am just meant to be loved...despite how much I didn't want to be loved ever so recently.
Besides that, in other breaking news. I am now a part time manager at Charlotte Russe. I was supposed to be just a counter supervisor...welll....I guess they just decided to promote a little higher up the ladder. I think it's awesome because now I get at least 8 hours a day. And I love it. It's fun. Y'all should come visit if your in the enfield area and doing a little christmas shopping.
I also want to apologize for misspelling the word throat. I think that is the correct way..hmmm.
I don't have anything else to say I suppose. I don't feel like christmas shopping and really have no opinion on christmas either. It just feels like an interruption.
I don't even think about Nick #1 anymore. And when I do, it's seems so far away and long ago. And I realize...oh my god...he was right...we really weren't meant for eachother. Because Nick #2 is a perfect match. And when I say perfect...I mean fucking perfect. It used to scare me but now it's like, okay, I understand. We are just meant for eachother.
And you know how I believe in astrology and things. Well...we're meant for eachother there too. And I didn't even check that until I was like wait...is this for real?
Sorry to make you all sick to your stomachs..I still puke over it every once in a while. But that's like #1 in my mind. I think I am just meant to be loved...despite how much I didn't want to be loved ever so recently.
Besides that, in other breaking news. I am now a part time manager at Charlotte Russe. I was supposed to be just a counter supervisor...welll....I guess they just decided to promote a little higher up the ladder. I think it's awesome because now I get at least 8 hours a day. And I love it. It's fun. Y'all should come visit if your in the enfield area and doing a little christmas shopping.
I also want to apologize for misspelling the word throat. I think that is the correct way..hmmm.
I don't have anything else to say I suppose. I don't feel like christmas shopping and really have no opinion on christmas either. It just feels like an interruption.