May 13, 2004 00:45
once again i wasn't the little spoon in the bed
but i didn't mind because it gave me an opportunity to smell you
and to register that in my head so that maybe one day this summer or down the road someone will pass by and i can remember standing in the sandbox with my nose in yr neck as you hummed something about being tired and needing to go to bed.
last night i took a large dose of adderall
so when i napped i just deeply meditated
and i think that is why i am so happy now
i must have worked out a lot in my head.
and today i played in the rain and made rain shadows
i gave my smoker lungs a good workout
and said goodbye to my printmaking class with my clothes and hair dripping all over the retired studio.
i have (or will most likely have) 2 jobs this summer.
i will be selling kitsch, or just kitschy dishes at 19th and Broadway at fishs eddie, and will be working the summer warm-up at p.s.1.
hopefully the work load will be less than last year and i will have a social life and be young.
i have starting tomorrow 7 months before i return to college
so i have time to read all those novels the intellects at my school are telling me to read.
i have time to do art work and get dirty and be spontaneous.
i will be carefree fully in about two weeks, when i hand in my late conference paper, and that's it guys.
tinkgurl is basically old and gone. who knows if i'll use it again...
if you would like further contact with my brain please email me at drosa@slc.edu.