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ok, so heres my situation. i need ADVICE!
hello lj friends, meet lane..
http://i971.photobucket.com/albums/ae197/kendylnicole/lane.jpg
so lane and i last year kinds had a thing, but not really..it just never developed. but we turned into best friends. however, i never really got over him. and just kinda put a smile on and went about it like i did. i mean, i know things about him that nobody else does, and he knows things that only jodi knows about me. i really feel comfortable around him and i trust him ans he gives the best advice.
so the other weekend, i was at the sigma chi house..i was the only girl, so that sucked..but there was this guy who was ALLLLL over me. and i told lane it was making me feel uncomfortable. and the next thing i knew lane was tellin this guy never to touch me again blah blah. so then this guy tim came up to me and was like you and lane would make a great couple and i kept telling him no were just friends and stuff. but hed talk to me then lane and me and lane were talking and lane kinds stuck by my side the whole night and at one point lane and i were talking and tim comes up and hes was like, kendyl youre such an awesome girl. and i was like thanks blah blah then tim asks lane if he thinks im awesome and of course lane says yes then tim asks lane if hed rather date sluts or awesome girls and lane was like well, id rather date and awesome girl anyday.
so later that night, everyones in the living room and lanes right beside me but he texts me and asks how im getting home (id been drinkin) and i told him i was driving and he told me to stay and crash with him but it against chi o rules so i said no and so he decided to stay with me. when we got to my apt we DIDNT EVEN KISS! we cuddled a little but not crazy amounts.
so then the next night im back at the sig house and we didnt really talk much but i was sleepy and called it an early night
the next night a bunch of people went out to eat at casa and lane was across from me and so was this guy jonathan and jonathan told me i had vampire teeth ha but then he felt bad and jonathan texted me and said i love you.. then i overhear lane telling jonathan that it wasnt cool that he sent that and he was wrong form that and he saw the text blah blah. then later that night, lane and i were in the kitchen talkin and making drinks when this other guy castin walks in and castin comes and hugs me and kisses my cheek and says he loves me and i told him i loved him too. then castin turns to lane and says haha did you hear that-were in love and lane says well whats that supposed to mean? and then castin was like nothing, just that were in love. and then lane says fine..ill just go hug shelby (castins girl) WHAT?! DID HE JUST COMPARE ME AND HIM TO CASTIN AND SHELBY!?!
the thing is..he hasnt really shown that he wants to be with me. and lane loves the ladies. im pretty sure he doesnt wanna date me but doesnt want me to date anyone else either. i say that because lane had herd that i was going on a date and thats when all this triggered.
so what do i do? i think i wanna talk to him saturday night or sunday.. they have sig stuff all week and cant talk before that. but i dont wanna pour my heart out to my best guy friend about how im so in love with him and him not feel anything for me and then ruin our relationship.
but seriosuly, i cant even go on dates with other guys because i compare them to lane, ive never notced so many things about a guy and ive never felt so clase or in tune with one. like its SO CONFUSING, its the last thing i think about before i fall asleep and the first thing i think about when i wake up. We just know each other so well..and obviously theres a physical attraction or we wouldnt have has the thing in the past. ugh fml
if you read this..youre a true friend!
ha ive just never been so confused.
hello lj friends, meet lane..
http://i971.photobucket.com/albums/ae197/kendylnicole/lane.jpg
so lane and i last year kinds had a thing, but not really..it just never developed. but we turned into best friends. however, i never really got over him. and just kinda put a smile on and went about it like i did. i mean, i know things about him that nobody else does, and he knows things that only jodi knows about me. i really feel comfortable around him and i trust him ans he gives the best advice.
so the other weekend, i was at the sigma chi house..i was the only girl, so that sucked..but there was this guy who was ALLLLL over me. and i told lane it was making me feel uncomfortable. and the next thing i knew lane was tellin this guy never to touch me again blah blah. so then this guy tim came up to me and was like you and lane would make a great couple and i kept telling him no were just friends and stuff. but hed talk to me then lane and me and lane were talking and lane kinds stuck by my side the whole night and at one point lane and i were talking and tim comes up and hes was like, kendyl youre such an awesome girl. and i was like thanks blah blah then tim asks lane if he thinks im awesome and of course lane says yes then tim asks lane if hed rather date sluts or awesome girls and lane was like well, id rather date and awesome girl anyday.
so later that night, everyones in the living room and lanes right beside me but he texts me and asks how im getting home (id been drinkin) and i told him i was driving and he told me to stay and crash with him but it against chi o rules so i said no and so he decided to stay with me. when we got to my apt we DIDNT EVEN KISS! we cuddled a little but not crazy amounts.
so then the next night im back at the sig house and we didnt really talk much but i was sleepy and called it an early night
the next night a bunch of people went out to eat at casa and lane was across from me and so was this guy jonathan and jonathan told me i had vampire teeth ha but then he felt bad and jonathan texted me and said i love you.. then i overhear lane telling jonathan that it wasnt cool that he sent that and he was wrong form that and he saw the text blah blah. then later that night, lane and i were in the kitchen talkin and making drinks when this other guy castin walks in and castin comes and hugs me and kisses my cheek and says he loves me and i told him i loved him too. then castin turns to lane and says haha did you hear that-were in love and lane says well whats that supposed to mean? and then castin was like nothing, just that were in love. and then lane says fine..ill just go hug shelby (castins girl) WHAT?! DID HE JUST COMPARE ME AND HIM TO CASTIN AND SHELBY!?!
the thing is..he hasnt really shown that he wants to be with me. and lane loves the ladies. im pretty sure he doesnt wanna date me but doesnt want me to date anyone else either. i say that because lane had herd that i was going on a date and thats when all this triggered.
so what do i do? i think i wanna talk to him saturday night or sunday.. they have sig stuff all week and cant talk before that. but i dont wanna pour my heart out to my best guy friend about how im so in love with him and him not feel anything for me and then ruin our relationship.
but seriosuly, i cant even go on dates with other guys because i compare them to lane, ive never notced so many things about a guy and ive never felt so clase or in tune with one. like its SO CONFUSING, its the last thing i think about before i fall asleep and the first thing i think about when i wake up. We just know each other so well..and obviously theres a physical attraction or we wouldnt have has the thing in the past. ugh fml
if you read this..youre a true friend!
ha ive just never been so confused.