Ficlet: Sanity [Dekelly, pg-13, one-shot]
Title: Sanity
Author: Zach // tinkertoo
Pairing: Lee DeWyze/Aaron Kelly
Rating: pg-13
Word Count: 245
Summary: Lee's pretty sure he's gone insane, and clings to the one thing thing keeping his mind at ease.
Disclaimer: Don't own anyone mentioned in this and it's all fiction.
He doesn’t care anymore.
He should know it’s a childish reaction that can really only hurt him in the end, but he doesn’t care. Andrew was the only damn person in the whole house to get him, and now that’s gone and Lee fears for his sanity now that he’s alone in this.
So maybe that’s why he takes comfort in the little touches, and why he lets himself get lost in wide, innocent brown eyes, and why when Aaron nervously places his lips against Lee’s, Lee doesn’t push him away.
It’s so wrong. Aaron’s only 17, he can’t know what he’s doing and Lee’s pretty sure he’s the worst person to learn from, with all the continuing bad luck that seems to follow him around and the fact that some sanity-deprived part of his brain tells him it’s okay to push his 17 year old competitor against a wall and ravage him senseless.
His sense of right and wrong has gone out the window after the anti-climatic elimination of Tim, when Aaron is so wrecked on nerves from another trip to the bottom three and excitement from being safe that he pushes Lee into his room the second they’re back at the house. Lee doesn’t stop the wandering hands fumbling with his belt or the mouth attached to his lips. His insanity is telling him that Aaron’s the only thing keeping him sane and he can’t, no, he won’t, do anything to ruin that.
Author: Zach // tinkertoo
Pairing: Lee DeWyze/Aaron Kelly
Rating: pg-13
Word Count: 245
Summary: Lee's pretty sure he's gone insane, and clings to the one thing thing keeping his mind at ease.
Disclaimer: Don't own anyone mentioned in this and it's all fiction.
He doesn’t care anymore.
He should know it’s a childish reaction that can really only hurt him in the end, but he doesn’t care. Andrew was the only damn person in the whole house to get him, and now that’s gone and Lee fears for his sanity now that he’s alone in this.
So maybe that’s why he takes comfort in the little touches, and why he lets himself get lost in wide, innocent brown eyes, and why when Aaron nervously places his lips against Lee’s, Lee doesn’t push him away.
It’s so wrong. Aaron’s only 17, he can’t know what he’s doing and Lee’s pretty sure he’s the worst person to learn from, with all the continuing bad luck that seems to follow him around and the fact that some sanity-deprived part of his brain tells him it’s okay to push his 17 year old competitor against a wall and ravage him senseless.
His sense of right and wrong has gone out the window after the anti-climatic elimination of Tim, when Aaron is so wrecked on nerves from another trip to the bottom three and excitement from being safe that he pushes Lee into his room the second they’re back at the house. Lee doesn’t stop the wandering hands fumbling with his belt or the mouth attached to his lips. His insanity is telling him that Aaron’s the only thing keeping him sane and he can’t, no, he won’t, do anything to ruin that.