Jan 11, 2005 21:52
YOU REACHED THE BOTTOM OF THIS PIT!
YOU STICK A NEEDLE IN YOUR ARM,
THINKING IT'S A MAGIC CHARM,
AND AS THIS HIGH SWALLOWS YOU WHOLE,
YOU TOOK A LOOK AT YOUR WORLD BELOW,
YOU SEE YOURSELF LYING ON THE GROUND,
NOT A MOVEMENT,
NOT A SOUND!
Its been 4 years since Scott died today.And still i feel the hate for him. I thought he cared alot for me back then, but all he told me was lies.And he did the wrost thing anyone could have done to me. He killed himself a week before my birthday, because of a fight.He was so mad at me.He killed himself to blame it on me.I look back on it and find it dumb,he wasn't worth all that pain i went threw. But being only 13 and having your b/f die a week before your birthday because of you. i think you would feel the same way. I don't feel sorry for him. Hes the one who did the drugs,The one who stabbed me,beat me,hurt me.So instead of going to his grave. I'll say it here.FUCK YOU BASTURD I HOPE YOUR ROTTING IN HELL!!!!