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Alone is how I feel when there is no one
there to love me, no one who seems to care.

So many have had the opportunity, but they
all turn me down.

Tears wash over my face as I wish for someone
to hold me, caress me, love me.

I feel so alone.

Emptiness now consumes every living part of me.

The agony of trying to make something out of
nothing is spiraling me constantly closer to
insanity.

I can no longer feel.

I am alone.
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I always hated love, afraid of it yes.
But lately i want to be loved so bad.
It seem when i don't want love its always around
but now that i want it.. no one wants to love me.
Is there something wrong with me.
People tell me that i'm good looking all the time.
But lately i don't believe them.
I want someone new, Somebody that we can just sit
there and talk about everything.
That i can be myself and not worry about
what i wear.
Someone that will miss me.. and text me just to
say hi and they miss me.
The fucking puppy love.. it sounds dumb
but thats what i want.