May 30, 2008 01:01
Tomorrow is seriously the last time I'll see him ever.
As soon as I get home from his apartment, I'm going to delete him from everything. Except maybe the picture of the two of us I plan on taking before I say goodbye.
I'm wearing his shirt tonight. Just because I can. I wish it smelled like him still. I could use that tonight.
I'd like for tomorrow to be an all out bonk fest. Not because I care THAT much about having sex with him, but because it'll keep me from thinking about things, and bursting out in fucking pathetic girl-tears.
I just hope I get to see the love of my life when she gets into town on Saturday. I'll need a Moni hug. <3