for the love of plaid...
wow wee. the year happens to by flying by, but not fast enough.
I dust this thing off because I don't know where else to privately vent. I KNOW know one in Buffalo is reading this at least. So since my birthday and the end of my one semester in school a plan(of sorts) has been forming. Really it just consists of my making as much money as I can and making a move back after the new year and more school before. But with the series of events that have been tossing me into a serious(hopefully temporary depression) I am not willing to be my outspoken self to jeopardize any of the many things I have worked towards lately. I have to much going for me to have anything go drastically wrong at this point.
Work, sucks. It doesn't neccarily suck, it's more of less the people I work with are sanctimonious and convoluted. Not that I haven't learned to tolerate it, but I feel that I have become a target for even more fault and criticism than I can muster and it is now hurting my soul. My manager called me in the other day to tell me I was almost fired over a joke that was taken the wrong way. I can't even talk about it, it makes me shake the rediculousness of the entire situation and the way it was playcated. I was also told things no manager should legally say to anyone, talk about demeaning and the my hours where promptly cut back. All of this ensued the very next day I was given very elated compliments from the owner on my work. HOW ODD.
I will my tounge as long as I can, the money really puts me back though. The last trip to NYC was a little unnecessary.Scott really needed it, but I fear it did more damage that good on more than one level. His friends are not my kinda of friends. Nothing real interesting to say and kinda into something else that me and just showing me how less me and him would have in common if he ever moved back. We spent a lot of time apart and argued way more than necessary. I have also changed a lot I guess with guys.
Things I need to do:
-stop spending anymore large amounts of money.
-read all the wine spectators I have.
-bone up on wine.
-start saving for school.
-considering all my options.
-ride my bike to work.
-I need someone to stop me from buying a $50 bicycle basket from the moma store though, please pull my hair.
I have to go now. BYE.
I dust this thing off because I don't know where else to privately vent. I KNOW know one in Buffalo is reading this at least. So since my birthday and the end of my one semester in school a plan(of sorts) has been forming. Really it just consists of my making as much money as I can and making a move back after the new year and more school before. But with the series of events that have been tossing me into a serious(hopefully temporary depression) I am not willing to be my outspoken self to jeopardize any of the many things I have worked towards lately. I have to much going for me to have anything go drastically wrong at this point.
Work, sucks. It doesn't neccarily suck, it's more of less the people I work with are sanctimonious and convoluted. Not that I haven't learned to tolerate it, but I feel that I have become a target for even more fault and criticism than I can muster and it is now hurting my soul. My manager called me in the other day to tell me I was almost fired over a joke that was taken the wrong way. I can't even talk about it, it makes me shake the rediculousness of the entire situation and the way it was playcated. I was also told things no manager should legally say to anyone, talk about demeaning and the my hours where promptly cut back. All of this ensued the very next day I was given very elated compliments from the owner on my work. HOW ODD.
I will my tounge as long as I can, the money really puts me back though. The last trip to NYC was a little unnecessary.Scott really needed it, but I fear it did more damage that good on more than one level. His friends are not my kinda of friends. Nothing real interesting to say and kinda into something else that me and just showing me how less me and him would have in common if he ever moved back. We spent a lot of time apart and argued way more than necessary. I have also changed a lot I guess with guys.
Things I need to do:
-stop spending anymore large amounts of money.
-read all the wine spectators I have.
-bone up on wine.
-start saving for school.
-considering all my options.
-ride my bike to work.
-I need someone to stop me from buying a $50 bicycle basket from the moma store though, please pull my hair.
I have to go now. BYE.