DAMNNNNNNNN
The past few days my anxiety has been building up, Ive been stressed out, exhausted...tired.
So today, I took the day off at Tower and spent the day working out and exercising, listening to music and doing things that I WANT TO DO. Its hard living your life everyday while its being dictated by someone else 12 hours a day. Today I decided to be a fufi-boy and have "me time". I hadnt worked out in almost a year, and I used to work out almost everyday. Since Ive been working 7 days a week, Im always tired, eat unhealthy, smoke more, basically...stopped moving. I felt like a log. Im seriously considering quitting Tower. I think they want me to quit anyways, my bosses dont really like me...and I dont blame them, Im a horrible employee at Tower. Mainly because I dont take shit from people, and they want people who will gladly bend over and take it up the ass for any pissed off customer. I dont bend over, i take a knife out and cut the customer's dick off.
In other news, I get my gun on saturday, I got my holster already. and Kevin is trading Tattoo Work to a Close Combat/Shooting Coach in exchange for classes for Nick and I! Isnt that fucking nice? No body ever try to rob Godspeed, they'll have walked into the wrong building.
Well, im off to shower!
jason_
So today, I took the day off at Tower and spent the day working out and exercising, listening to music and doing things that I WANT TO DO. Its hard living your life everyday while its being dictated by someone else 12 hours a day. Today I decided to be a fufi-boy and have "me time". I hadnt worked out in almost a year, and I used to work out almost everyday. Since Ive been working 7 days a week, Im always tired, eat unhealthy, smoke more, basically...stopped moving. I felt like a log. Im seriously considering quitting Tower. I think they want me to quit anyways, my bosses dont really like me...and I dont blame them, Im a horrible employee at Tower. Mainly because I dont take shit from people, and they want people who will gladly bend over and take it up the ass for any pissed off customer. I dont bend over, i take a knife out and cut the customer's dick off.
In other news, I get my gun on saturday, I got my holster already. and Kevin is trading Tattoo Work to a Close Combat/Shooting Coach in exchange for classes for Nick and I! Isnt that fucking nice? No body ever try to rob Godspeed, they'll have walked into the wrong building.
Well, im off to shower!
jason_