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to clear a few things up really fast....
chrissi- not meaning to sound mean at all dont put all the blame on me for everything....i know i dont call and everything but you dont either, i never get online anymore so we dont get to talk on there. but you come down here every weekend almost and you have only came by like once, i dont have enough money to come see you right now because my money is tight because i have alot of stuff to pay for. but you ask the one person in the world about me you shouldnt...and thats because he always trys his best to make me look bad because hes upset with me about alot of things right now...dont believe everything he says, yea some of it might be true but he goes by what he hears from other people most of the time and then the rest is just all bull shit. but anyways what im gettin at is dont ask justin anything about me cause you wont get the truth and dont let all the build up you can talk to me before it gets to this point.
justin- i dont think i have to say much right now because we have been fighting about it for like the last 2 or 3 days. but like ive asked before dont post about me in your live journal, myspace or whatever there is else out there. i get so sick of seeing things about me and my drugs or my friends or what ive done or about my mom. ive told you many times that i dotn want everyone in the world to think even less of me then what they already do you know how it feels so why put even more on me? tellin the world and leing to me isnt gonna make me stop. my friends arnt gonna hurt bethany im not gonna hurt bethany so stop bitchin. stop making stops by my house to see who all is over here and stop calling me at work. and most important dont tell the world about me and my problems.
drugs- yes i smoke pot and have done other things. but im just sticking with my marijuana. im not some crazy psycho drug freak person like some people make it to seem. SO STOP THINKING IT!!!!!!! drugs dont take over my life even tho i smoke alot i could live without it. and i dont drink either like some other people think and when i do its wine and nothing more nothing less.
ok now that thats all out.....mary has been over here like the past 2 weeks and its been great....i go to work and then i come home and hang out with everyone and ahhh wonderful. mary made me feel so loved the other day because she brought me up some milk and cookies when i didnt ask for them but i was wanting them so bad!!! it was great! and we signed up to take our GED test things next week. and im scared outta my mind. i dotn wanna take it and then waste my money and not pass....then i would feel like a jackass. ugh im so worried about it im gonna start getting grey ahirs over here. bah!!!
me and moon....ekk!!! its great were not together or anything, but its still great. i love being around him hes just so funny and cute!
vince- he no longer works with me which makes me very sad. but hes doing better and thats all that counts.
hmmm i guess thats about all it. sorry if none of this makes sisne but it did in my head
chrissi- not meaning to sound mean at all dont put all the blame on me for everything....i know i dont call and everything but you dont either, i never get online anymore so we dont get to talk on there. but you come down here every weekend almost and you have only came by like once, i dont have enough money to come see you right now because my money is tight because i have alot of stuff to pay for. but you ask the one person in the world about me you shouldnt...and thats because he always trys his best to make me look bad because hes upset with me about alot of things right now...dont believe everything he says, yea some of it might be true but he goes by what he hears from other people most of the time and then the rest is just all bull shit. but anyways what im gettin at is dont ask justin anything about me cause you wont get the truth and dont let all the build up you can talk to me before it gets to this point.
justin- i dont think i have to say much right now because we have been fighting about it for like the last 2 or 3 days. but like ive asked before dont post about me in your live journal, myspace or whatever there is else out there. i get so sick of seeing things about me and my drugs or my friends or what ive done or about my mom. ive told you many times that i dotn want everyone in the world to think even less of me then what they already do you know how it feels so why put even more on me? tellin the world and leing to me isnt gonna make me stop. my friends arnt gonna hurt bethany im not gonna hurt bethany so stop bitchin. stop making stops by my house to see who all is over here and stop calling me at work. and most important dont tell the world about me and my problems.
drugs- yes i smoke pot and have done other things. but im just sticking with my marijuana. im not some crazy psycho drug freak person like some people make it to seem. SO STOP THINKING IT!!!!!!! drugs dont take over my life even tho i smoke alot i could live without it. and i dont drink either like some other people think and when i do its wine and nothing more nothing less.
ok now that thats all out.....mary has been over here like the past 2 weeks and its been great....i go to work and then i come home and hang out with everyone and ahhh wonderful. mary made me feel so loved the other day because she brought me up some milk and cookies when i didnt ask for them but i was wanting them so bad!!! it was great! and we signed up to take our GED test things next week. and im scared outta my mind. i dotn wanna take it and then waste my money and not pass....then i would feel like a jackass. ugh im so worried about it im gonna start getting grey ahirs over here. bah!!!
me and moon....ekk!!! its great were not together or anything, but its still great. i love being around him hes just so funny and cute!
vince- he no longer works with me which makes me very sad. but hes doing better and thats all that counts.
hmmm i guess thats about all it. sorry if none of this makes sisne but it did in my head