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i went shopping again today...i bought ryan two more things for christmas. i can't help it! lol.. yesterday we kinda got into it about stuff. sometimes i feel like when i tell him things, it goes through one ear and out the other. but then again, most guys are like that. i just wanted him to come over for once instead of me always at his house and watch the nick and jessica christmas special. that didn't happen. i even told him on suday that this week was going to be pretty crazy and that we might not be able to hang out till this weekend. he tells me to fit him in. so what do i do? fit him in and i get blown off. since he's not feeling swell, i decided to make him so soup tonight, get him some drugs and a cute stuff dog hoping it will make him feel better. even though im up set with him and bothered, i will still take care of him. or anyone for that matter. the cooks at work tues. asked me when i was going to break up with ryan so they can have a chance with me. i told them never and they said he better treat me as good as i treat him. he does but, i dunno. sometimes i feel like, if he doesn't care why the hell should i..right? it seems like i can never win. well, since the OC is over,now it's time to go to cousin jen's to watch ER since i blew her off two weeks ago. love you all