POOPED!
I just got home from my soccer game not too long ago. Man o man I'm pooped! We tied 12-12 and I almost had a goal but it bounced back out of the net. It was an awesome shot... a little upset about that one. Nate gave me an awesome shot but my dumb butt missed the net. I'm not that great when it comes to shooting with the left foot. Passing, I can do but not shooting. Than I had a break away and Nate come up from behind me and took the ball away! What a b*tch he is! He is lucky he looks like Landon Donovan or I would have done something about that. Well, not really but hey I can talk sh*t. Yea I have to cut back on my swearing. I guess you can say ever since I"ve been talking to this guy, I've gotten such a potty mouth. LOL just kiddin Ryan!!! For some reason he thinks he is a bad influence on me but I don't think so lol. He is such a great guy. Finally found someone who like's me for me and respect what I believe and can put up with my bull sh*t. I'll admit, I'm mean to the poor guy and I don't understand how he can put up with it. Well, it's "playfull" mean but for thoughs who know me, lol you know what I mean. I haven't had this much fun with someone in a long time. I can be myself and not worry if he think's i'm crazy. Just being able to be myself and show the goofy side of me around him is an awesome feeling. I told Kim last night that I feel bad because I've been hanging out with Ryan a lot and I've always told myself I wasn't going to be one of those girl's who ditch their friends for the boyfriends. The way I look at things is, boyfriends and girlfriends come and go. But friends last forever. I even told Ryan that and he is cool with it. I wouldn't think many guys would understand that but he does. I trust him. It's been almost two years since that whole James thing and also since I've trusted a guy. But you can't assume all guys are going to be that way or play me the way James did. It's all about taking a chance and I'm glad I did. Good night luv ya all!!