Heeyyyyyyyy!!!
Ha ha journals are funny!! So yea wow things are going crazy around here! good news for me..i'm going to Virginia Augs.2-6 to visit my nephew! I can't wait. I miss my little buddy. SO I told Ryan about my trip thinking he would be so excited for me and when he found out when I was going, he got mad. Since Augs. 6 is his birthday, he thought I would miss it. Oh yea do you really think I would do that? NO! I come home in the morning. So instead of letting my finish telling him what was going on, he ignored me and asumed righ away. Boys you need to listen before you open your mouth!! So very excting news about that. I can get away from everyone and enjoy myeself. Other then that, things just don't feel the same anymore. I don't feel like I"m the same old Ryanne anymore. I let the thought of Ryan cheating on me get to my head and screwed some things up. I was playing "Spy" and find some things and well yea..I was soooo wrong. lol but hey a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. I"ve been hurt so much that it's hard for me to trust. But I guess we're doing good and all that fun stuff. Maybe Virginia well make things better since we'll be away from each other for five days. Then I'll come home on his birthday and have a fun day. :) shmily
So work sucks like always. But what would I do if I didn't have Chantel by myside? Yea I don't think we can work with each other anymore. We are trouble makers and yet we have so much fun! Well off running then making dinner for Ryan and I even though Ryan is going to school for cooking and yet I'm the one cooking....
luv you all!!
So work sucks like always. But what would I do if I didn't have Chantel by myside? Yea I don't think we can work with each other anymore. We are trouble makers and yet we have so much fun! Well off running then making dinner for Ryan and I even though Ryan is going to school for cooking and yet I'm the one cooking....
luv you all!!