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Urg! I'm sick of being bored! I need a boyfriend. GAH! No I don't! I'm so pathetic! I DON'T need a boyfriend!
I was talking to daddy today, and I was having fun, he was being really nice. We were talking about the original Batman series with Adam West while eating some po'k (pork). Then my mom comes home pissed off and gets mad at us for being goofy. We roll our eyes, poke a bit of fun at her and continue talking. It was really cool, to get to talk to my dad. Well, my mom was still pissed, so she blurts out 'Dan, you're only acting nice to her because you've had too many shots!'
Now why the hell would she say that? For once I am talking to my dad. For once I don't feel like he considers me a burden, and she taints it! I don't freakin care if he was a little bit tipsy, at least I was having a good time! It's not freakin fair!
And not only did she taint it, she made ME feel bad! So dad isn't allowed to be nice to me? So he really needs to be drunk to be nice to me, perhaps because he really does hate me?
Why couldn't she stand to let me act like a goofball with my dad like a normal kid? That IS what normal daughters do with their dads, isn't it? Goof off a bit!
I just want to feel NORMAL! I just want to be able to be around my family without someone scoffing or rolling their eyes! If it takes a couple drinks to get there...well, what I don't know won't hurt me.
So, yeah. I'm pissed.
I was talking to daddy today, and I was having fun, he was being really nice. We were talking about the original Batman series with Adam West while eating some po'k (pork). Then my mom comes home pissed off and gets mad at us for being goofy. We roll our eyes, poke a bit of fun at her and continue talking. It was really cool, to get to talk to my dad. Well, my mom was still pissed, so she blurts out 'Dan, you're only acting nice to her because you've had too many shots!'
Now why the hell would she say that? For once I am talking to my dad. For once I don't feel like he considers me a burden, and she taints it! I don't freakin care if he was a little bit tipsy, at least I was having a good time! It's not freakin fair!
And not only did she taint it, she made ME feel bad! So dad isn't allowed to be nice to me? So he really needs to be drunk to be nice to me, perhaps because he really does hate me?
Why couldn't she stand to let me act like a goofball with my dad like a normal kid? That IS what normal daughters do with their dads, isn't it? Goof off a bit!
I just want to feel NORMAL! I just want to be able to be around my family without someone scoffing or rolling their eyes! If it takes a couple drinks to get there...well, what I don't know won't hurt me.
So, yeah. I'm pissed.