my crazy life
so since i have finally furgured out how to work my live journal i have decided to write something. my life is a crazy mess that i really do love. i have my life ahead of me and tons and tons of plans that will keep me busy and in school for at least another 10 years after high school. my friend and i had the best conversation on the phone today about ours lives and how everything we do will indirecty help the other. i thought it was great and i hope with all my might that it comes true. i have recently been going threw some hard times and it has been really tough, especialy because one of my close friends hasn't been around for the comfort i needed. which i thought was kinda weird because i was there for him when ever he needed me. (it feels good to say that, i haven't said that to anyone, maybe i'll work up the guts to say it to him) i must say though that i am excited about this up and coming year because i'll be a senior and then i'll graduate and then go off to college, where i have heard the pick of boys is much better. i always seem to pick the wrong ones! ones that break my heart and maybe i expect to much and maybe i'm too picking and i just don't want the next guy walking down the street. i have standards and they are expected to be meet and i just can't bring my self to lower them, but still boys are stupid well the ones that i have meet.