sadness...
why doesn't mike talk to me anymore? we used to talk like everyday...it makes me sad cuz he's such an awesome person. i screamed i loved him today and he didn't even say hi! that makes me really sad.
on a happier note, my mom mentioned me to the lady who's the student manager or whatever at the bloomingdale library and so now the lady is gonna call me so i can volunteer, and eventually get a job. exciting. i'm debating whether or not to go to state, i know i will for the trio, but i dunno...i feel like i'm sure in my heart i wanna go, but in my head i'm telling myself all the bad things that could happen. i dunno. moss trap tryouts are soon i am told, so i must find a monologue ASAP. and get it good. and balance out my schoolwork with it. somehow. my toes are silver and i really didn't want them to be but that's the only cool color i could find...i couldn't find my metallic-y shiny pretty pink, i think my mom threw it away. o well. i really wanna go shopping this weekend. i need another cute outfit from aero and maybe some shirts from there or hollister, pac sun, gadzooks, body shop, wherever...lol. maybe my mom will take me. i think i'm getting my class ring for my birthday, i'm happy, but i want a car, my dad said we would definitely look...but it would be hard, cuz he's getting the trailblazer. and skylar is being really weird about it...she's like "it's not cool to wear your high school ring in college"...o, so you're saying it's better to wear a letterman jacket with your HIGH SCHOOL mascot on the back, the year you graduate HIGH SCHOOL on the front, and activities you did in HIGH SCHOOL all over it? you can barely notice a ring...yeah sure a jacket gives you warmth and stuff, but i can but something way warmer for like an eighth of the price! and this ring would be real white gold, and pretty with a pink stone. she needs to hear what she's saying...
countdown...
2 months, 3 days til my sweet sixteen (i want presents! =P)
2 months, 9 days til i'm legal for the road...muahaha
on a happier note, my mom mentioned me to the lady who's the student manager or whatever at the bloomingdale library and so now the lady is gonna call me so i can volunteer, and eventually get a job. exciting. i'm debating whether or not to go to state, i know i will for the trio, but i dunno...i feel like i'm sure in my heart i wanna go, but in my head i'm telling myself all the bad things that could happen. i dunno. moss trap tryouts are soon i am told, so i must find a monologue ASAP. and get it good. and balance out my schoolwork with it. somehow. my toes are silver and i really didn't want them to be but that's the only cool color i could find...i couldn't find my metallic-y shiny pretty pink, i think my mom threw it away. o well. i really wanna go shopping this weekend. i need another cute outfit from aero and maybe some shirts from there or hollister, pac sun, gadzooks, body shop, wherever...lol. maybe my mom will take me. i think i'm getting my class ring for my birthday, i'm happy, but i want a car, my dad said we would definitely look...but it would be hard, cuz he's getting the trailblazer. and skylar is being really weird about it...she's like "it's not cool to wear your high school ring in college"...o, so you're saying it's better to wear a letterman jacket with your HIGH SCHOOL mascot on the back, the year you graduate HIGH SCHOOL on the front, and activities you did in HIGH SCHOOL all over it? you can barely notice a ring...yeah sure a jacket gives you warmth and stuff, but i can but something way warmer for like an eighth of the price! and this ring would be real white gold, and pretty with a pink stone. she needs to hear what she's saying...
countdown...
2 months, 3 days til my sweet sixteen (i want presents! =P)
2 months, 9 days til i'm legal for the road...muahaha