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I cleaned my room this weekend. Which was pretty helpful in the mood department. It felt good to get rid of so much crap I don't use anymore. I threw out a shit load of lotions and things in my bathroom. I mean why have them if I will never use them. I only use certain brands of skin products. I am cleaning out my closet soon too, that will take a lil longer. It's the same thought though, I will throw out a bunch of stuff I don't use. I stayed home most of the weekend. Money is a lil tight for me right now. I babysat on Saturday night though, so I made a lil.
Sunday I went to see Tricia, Jesse, Chelsey and Matt. We just hung out and watched movies. Tricia kind of pissed me off though, which shouldn't surprise anyone. She knew it though, and said she was sorry. For some reason though I am very emotional this week. I have been crying at the drop of a hat, and I'm not sure why. It's annoying the piss out of me though. I would like to stop doing that.
My parents are leaving for Jersey on Thursday. They won't be back till Aug 6th, then they leave again on the 12th and won't be back till the week of September 5th. I have no idea what I'm going to do while they are gone. It's gonna be really nice having a quiet house.
So back to the emotional state I'm in. I'm not sure if it's because I am trying to make all these big decisions about moving, or hopefully my period is gonna start. It makes me look like a nut case though, to be sitting there all happy, then suddenly break down in tears. I have been wanting to stay in bed too, I feel like I haven't gotten enough sleep in weeks. I go to bed at the same time every night and wake up the next morning at the same time. I still feel tired though, I haven't been doing anything differently lately. I don't know what it could be. Maybe while my parents are gone, I can get some rest in. Take a few days off and see what happens. I should go to the doctor as well, I haven't been in awhile. I just know they will take blood from me, they always do. No matter what I go in for, the lady likes to take blood from me. I'm like look you have enough of my blood somewhere in this building. I should mention I'm afraid of needles. I guess I'll get to work, and add more later.
Sunday I went to see Tricia, Jesse, Chelsey and Matt. We just hung out and watched movies. Tricia kind of pissed me off though, which shouldn't surprise anyone. She knew it though, and said she was sorry. For some reason though I am very emotional this week. I have been crying at the drop of a hat, and I'm not sure why. It's annoying the piss out of me though. I would like to stop doing that.
My parents are leaving for Jersey on Thursday. They won't be back till Aug 6th, then they leave again on the 12th and won't be back till the week of September 5th. I have no idea what I'm going to do while they are gone. It's gonna be really nice having a quiet house.
So back to the emotional state I'm in. I'm not sure if it's because I am trying to make all these big decisions about moving, or hopefully my period is gonna start. It makes me look like a nut case though, to be sitting there all happy, then suddenly break down in tears. I have been wanting to stay in bed too, I feel like I haven't gotten enough sleep in weeks. I go to bed at the same time every night and wake up the next morning at the same time. I still feel tired though, I haven't been doing anything differently lately. I don't know what it could be. Maybe while my parents are gone, I can get some rest in. Take a few days off and see what happens. I should go to the doctor as well, I haven't been in awhile. I just know they will take blood from me, they always do. No matter what I go in for, the lady likes to take blood from me. I'm like look you have enough of my blood somewhere in this building. I should mention I'm afraid of needles. I guess I'll get to work, and add more later.