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I went to Maddie's bday party yesterday. For the ones who don't know that is Stunner's daughter. Most of you know that though. I had a lot of fun, and it was great seeing her. I hadn't seen her since Tricia's baby was born, which was pretty much a year ago. This was the first time seeing Maddie, and oh my gosh she is beautiful. She is so much like her mommy, it's so funny. Tricia came to the party with me, and I have to say I wish she hadn't. I mean I love the girl to death, but she just ruins the happiest moments. I would have gotten to stay a lot longer if she hadn't been there. I'm glad I got to go attend though.
Other than that, my life is going alright. My parents are moving to Ohio in November or December. Not sure if I'm going with them yet. There are a lot of factors keeping me here, and a lot making me want to leave. I don't want anything happening to my mother, she would be one of the main reason's I would leave. I also don't know if I can afford living on my own, I know if I get a different job I can. Which is one thing I'm looking for now. I have made some great changes in my life, and still making more. I'm just not sure about making this drastic of one. I mean starting over in a new place would be great, but scary. I still have a good while to think about things, but you know I have to be prepared.
I went to the pride parade the other weekend. Brandon was supposed to come with me, but couldn't make it down to Ga. I haven't seen him in a few months, I'm going through with drawls. I miss him so much. I went to Swinging Richard's with my friend Mark and Chris. I sort of wish I hadn't. It's normally something I do with Brandon, and I had a bad feeling about the whole night. Chris likes to do Zanny bars a lot, and drink as well. I didn't realize how much he had done till we were already at the club. He was being a real jerk to me while I was on the phone with a good friend. We got into the club and he started drinking more, I stayed sober. YAY ME! He was being very loud and obnoxious the whole night. Around 1 or so I was ready to leave and so was Mark. Chris was still tipping and apparently took a tip he had given a dancer away. That started more drama than I wanted. I know how to act in public and that's not how to act. The dancer came over and started bitching at him, and then chris threw a drink at the wall. Which only pissed more people off. Well I decided to find out what was going on, and during this time Chris and Mark went to the car. I told the guys I was sorry for the way my friends had acted and hoped it wouldn't look bad on me. I said the same thing to the manager. He said everything was fine, it wasn't my fault. I walked outside to go to the car, and guess what. The car was gone, they had left without me. So, here I am stuck in Atlanta, sober luckily. I wouldn't have been able to handle it drunk. I called them, and all I heard was yelling saying find my own ride home. It took them about 15 minutes to come back and get me. I was in tears by then, and on the phone with Remy. He got me through the whole ordeal. I of course will never hang out with them again. Sorry Drunken druggies aren't my thing anymore. So that was my week/weekend. The fourth is coming up and hopefully I can go watch fireworks. Oh yeah I also got 311 tickets. I can't wait.
Other than that, my life is going alright. My parents are moving to Ohio in November or December. Not sure if I'm going with them yet. There are a lot of factors keeping me here, and a lot making me want to leave. I don't want anything happening to my mother, she would be one of the main reason's I would leave. I also don't know if I can afford living on my own, I know if I get a different job I can. Which is one thing I'm looking for now. I have made some great changes in my life, and still making more. I'm just not sure about making this drastic of one. I mean starting over in a new place would be great, but scary. I still have a good while to think about things, but you know I have to be prepared.
I went to the pride parade the other weekend. Brandon was supposed to come with me, but couldn't make it down to Ga. I haven't seen him in a few months, I'm going through with drawls. I miss him so much. I went to Swinging Richard's with my friend Mark and Chris. I sort of wish I hadn't. It's normally something I do with Brandon, and I had a bad feeling about the whole night. Chris likes to do Zanny bars a lot, and drink as well. I didn't realize how much he had done till we were already at the club. He was being a real jerk to me while I was on the phone with a good friend. We got into the club and he started drinking more, I stayed sober. YAY ME! He was being very loud and obnoxious the whole night. Around 1 or so I was ready to leave and so was Mark. Chris was still tipping and apparently took a tip he had given a dancer away. That started more drama than I wanted. I know how to act in public and that's not how to act. The dancer came over and started bitching at him, and then chris threw a drink at the wall. Which only pissed more people off. Well I decided to find out what was going on, and during this time Chris and Mark went to the car. I told the guys I was sorry for the way my friends had acted and hoped it wouldn't look bad on me. I said the same thing to the manager. He said everything was fine, it wasn't my fault. I walked outside to go to the car, and guess what. The car was gone, they had left without me. So, here I am stuck in Atlanta, sober luckily. I wouldn't have been able to handle it drunk. I called them, and all I heard was yelling saying find my own ride home. It took them about 15 minutes to come back and get me. I was in tears by then, and on the phone with Remy. He got me through the whole ordeal. I of course will never hang out with them again. Sorry Drunken druggies aren't my thing anymore. So that was my week/weekend. The fourth is coming up and hopefully I can go watch fireworks. Oh yeah I also got 311 tickets. I can't wait.